Or letsism, if you prefer. The nuns twittered a capella, the priest intoned the prayers. I could have been in the temple of Zeus, or a Zoroastrian cave. They may as well have been calling on the Buddha but since I was sitting in the Basilica at Vezelay, I had to assume they were cannibalising their saviour. Devouring his body and drinking his blood.
I closed my eyes and drifted into the void. A place of familiarity, after many years of practice; there but not there, the voices vaguely surrounding me, the atmosphere sublime.
Did it matter what they believed? We all seek transcendence, beauty, something far better than the raw and sheer beastliness of life on earth.
But let it not be forgotten that it was here that Bernard of Clairvaux ran the propaganda campaign for the second crusade.
“The Christian glories in the death of a pagan, because thereby Christ himself is glorified”.
He told crusaders that if they killed the enemy, it was to the profit of Christ; if they were killed, it was to their own salvation.
Omnism picks and chooses from the better aspects of spirituality, but it is hard to over emphasize the damage and violence religion has inflicted over the ages. And still does – from the bigotry in Ireland to the brutal extremism of fundamentalist Islam.
Unlike Thomas Merton who saw many paths up the mountain, most true believers see only one: theirs. Which seems something of a departure from their holy books, most of which preach understanding and decency. Most of the time. Although of course enemies of the one true god tended to be given a rough time.
Given the less than pleasant track record of most hardline god- botherers, why should letsism appeal? Because it largely chases a state of mind and has no wish to foist it on anyone else.
It is hard to imagine a practitioner of omnism steering jets full of innocent passengers into twin towers in a major metropolis, full of equally blameless office workers.
Or convincing crusaders to kill Jews on the way to kill Muslims.
Omnism is more about feelings, quiet meditation, even escape. Those who practice tend to have no axes to grind, no dogma to enforce, to kill for.
So I sat in Romanesque and Gothic splendour. I drifted with the singing, I contemplated life. I felt thankful I had no belief, at ease that I didn’t have to profess faith or convert the heathen. With or without violence.
Secular spirituality, I suppose. A belief in “something” but no real idea what that might be.
A sense of wonder and peace. A realisation that we have got most of it badly wrong. A hope that some day we might find something better.








